Despite the title, this is a good card. The number 9 means you are finally ready to let go of any beliefs you currently hold that are limiting you in any way. The Suffering in Silence card represents worry. Remember you are doing this to yourself and your negative thoughts are exhausting you. Have you given up hope? Lose the despair so new ideas and solutions may present themselves. Have you been experiencing nightmares lately? Your dreams may be calling out to you as well. You don't have to suffer in silence anymore. Confront your fear and worry and finally release them. You will feel much lighter and full of hope. This is not the time to give up and give in to the "dark side". You have the "Force" within you. Tap into it and allow yourself to shed the bags of doubt sitting on your shoulders. Reach out for help if you need it and get off that mountain of despair. You are only a victim of this suffering if you believe you are.
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